I don’t know what  to do. I SI because I hurt right? And when I SI I hurt more. I am so confused. Why do you use pain to get over pain. But for now my pain from the injuries gets rid of the other pain. You see. My mom wants me to move back in with her. I don’t wanna. I feel like I screw things up.(Hence my name)…My boyfriend and I just broke up. My dad just moved in. And I am just a screw up. I dunno what I am going to do. I wanted to run away but I’m scared to run away. And I dont really want to. I’m afriad if I do anything my family will hate me. And I’m also scared to adimt my sexuality to them either… then again I’m not all sure.