Since I am in college and my classes start next week.. I’m going to have to wait to get into the program. I just hope that at some point next summer it happens. I mean people that don’t self abuse have a hard time understanding (or at lest w/ my luck). Ha. I don’t believe in luck. I’m glad that I get to see my therapist next week. I haven’t self abused in two days. Should I be excited? Then again how warped is that for gods sake it’s only two days. I’m really scared right now.