SO tired of being shoved off to comeone else. Benn to rehab. My T thinks I am an alc. and druggie and whatever else. And just because I dont control my impulse to SI, she basically wants to ship me off. Nobody understand my place in life- what I am supposed to do, I have to care for my family, sick mom with cancer. I am so full of rage right now. So I am just venting to not SI. I feel rejected. The only safe thing is going to be taken away- for once I found a place with her that i could TALK I dont talk… and be honest, and feel like I was heard. And now I am pretty sure thats over. Talk about a trigger. Why does everyone always give up on me? Just cuz I slip? It is so stupid. Im sooooo UGH. Anyone experience this before? 1st I lose my husband, then I lose my T who I finally trusted….. I lose everyhing. Now all I have to cling to is my SI. I dont even want to stop anymore. i did but now its ridiculous to stop. Anyone understand this? So alone.
Are you saying your therapist is referring you to someone else because you self-injured? I’ve had that experience more than once. Each time I was more than devastated; I thought I would never find another therapist I could trust. WRONG!!! Don’t give up in your journey to quit. The right therapist and help is out there for you. You deserve to stop injuring yourself!!!
I have had that experience too. I understand your frustration. Don’t give up yet. There are people out there that do understand and want to help you.
I think the reason they want to send you off is because they don’t think you are serious about wanting to stop…. They want proof that you are wanting to stop and want to help yourself. Hang in there. Check out the therapist around your area and see who is qualified to help in the area of SI. Keep your head up!
i have had that experience all to many times in my life and so i know about how you feel, but dont give up yet, there are people out there who care and understand and wont give up on you, and want to help you. dont give up though its not worth it. try to find a qualified theapist in your area, it will help. Keep your head up!!