today was a pretty good day but on my way home from work i just got really depressed. i don’t even know why. i just feel so incredibly sad. I hate that i can’t figure out why either! I really want to SI right now. I don’t know if i even have it in me tonight to fight it.
I know how you feel. I also know the WANT/NEED to SI so badlyy!!! Just try and think about other things watch a tv show, talk to a friend, ect.