I have been an injurer for as long as I can remember, I have always hid it not even my family knows. I have tried to get help but nothing that I have done seems to have helped. In the last 2 years it has become worse. I want to stop but dont know how or if I ever will. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS. I feel lost and traped in a nightmare all the time. I am 30 now and have alot to be happy for but cant seem to stop the SI.