This is where I am at… I’m in recovery, but I find myself still slipping up — and then each slip-up makes me feel like I’m no longer in recovery.  I know I want to stop, but I am not doing too well handling the times when I do end up hurting myself… despite not wanting to and or trying everything else before I end up giving in.

Any suggestions on how to handle the slip-ups and not let the slip-ups make me go back to where I once was?  I really am in recovery, but I sure don’t feel like it anymore!!!