That is where I am at right now, I’m slipping up – much more than I have in over the last year.  I’m still trying to do recovery, but I’m finding myself slipping and slipping and slipping more… almost so much I’m afraid to claim I am recovering from self-injury. 

I hate how much self-injury has ruined my life.  I don’t know what to do… it is back to consuming my every thought.