i am new here. i am gettiing counceling right now and it is helping alot but i feel like this is never going to end. i’ve self-injured for almost 8 years and i’m just so tired of fighting the urges.  SI is easier to deal with than everything else. i’ve tried to stop before but its never worked, not permently anway. right now i’m trying to find replacements but nothing seems to make things “feel better” like S.I. does. at times i feel like i’m going to go crazy.  i can’t go on like this for much longer. this is truely and addiction.