Originally posted: 8/05/08
I’m feeling numb because I’m a disappointment and I’ve had trouble concentrating today. I feel like injuring myself because I do feel like a disappointment. I’m going to SAFE Alternative and I’m scare because of the change that will come and I don’t adapt to change too will. Instead of facing what I have to I generally run the other way and isolate myself from the rest of the world. Numbness and isolation is the only world I know and it’s sort of been my friend from the age of 13 til now (I’m 46yrs old). If there is anyone who could relate or has any comments my e-mail address is firstname.lastname@example.org THANKS!