Originally posted:  8/05/08 

I’m feeling numb because I’m a disappointment and I’ve had trouble concentrating today.  I feel like injuring myself because I do feel like a disappointment.  I’m going to SAFE Alternative and I’m scare because of the change that will come and I don’t adapt to change too will.  Instead of facing what I have to I generally run the other way and isolate myself from the rest of the world.  Numbness and isolation is the only world I know and it’s sort of been my friend from the age of 13 til now (I’m 46yrs old).  If there is anyone who could relate or has any comments my e-mail address is denny666@verizon.net  THANKS!