I haven’t posted on here in a while because I think I’m losing it. I have a mentor and everything, but what everyone fails to realize is that you can’t just drop the tools.You can’t just be like this is bad and I understand that so now I’m not gonna do it anymore.I know because I’ve tried and it’s like who are you fooling because no matter how much you try, you can’t run away from yourself.You can use all the distractions in the world but at the end of the day, when you lay your head down on your pillow, you’re forced to cope with the real you.I’ve started to open up about my problems but they still don’t know how far it’s gone.I try to put a smile on my face everyday and whenever I tell someone about the real side of me, they’re in utter shock that preppy Rae’Jean can possibly have problems.I’m just tired of hiding everything but I don’t know how to tell my parents.