I’m surprised at myself… I’ve actually gone I think two months without injuring myself. When I first made my friend that promise, I felt stupid, like I wouldn’t be able to keep it. I’ve had some bad, bad times since then when I wanted to SI, but I really care about my friend and I keep my promises. I know that’s a silly philosophy about it [[not injuring myself because I promised someone I wouldn’t]], but it’s worked for me so far. It hasn’t been easy, but I hope to not relapse again….