it has been about three weeks since i last s.i. and the urge is there big time…i don’t know what to do…i know that i shouldn’t because of all the people i’ll let down but it is so hard to not think about it…everytime i try not to think about it, something comes to my mind that makes me realize the reasons why i started to s.i. in the first place…it’s hard to keep my mind off of it and it’s really frustrating because i don’t want to revert back to s.i. but i can’t think of anything else that will give me that same sensation that s.i. does…so if anyone has any suggestions please let me know