hi i do not S.I. but right now i do i just want to so bad idk what to do i don’t no y i want to S.I. right now i’m going though a hard time i was in a fight with my bf and i don’t love him but yet he was willing to wait but i wasn’t so i was about ready to S.I. when he made a promses to me saying he will not wait for me if i don’t S.I. i don’t see any thing wrong with that do u but that happened last night and i feel the same way all i want to do is S.I.  and all my friends said don’t but idk i need some help.