I just found this website last night I figure that this is probably my best bet for finding some one to talk to. I’m scared to talk my family or my boyfriend about it because they might expect me to just stop. If some one does email me please know that I’m not going to try to make you do it more or make you stop because it’s totally your choice. I will also be careful to not use any trigger words. I just need some one to talk to and maybe there is some one out there feeling the same way. My email is meganlg383@gmail.com