I don’t know what I want to say.
I just want help, now.
I don’t have anymore excuses, or reasons.
I just want to be saved.
Honestly, tell me where to go.
You need to tell your mom. I had to have someone else do it because it hurt too much to think about hurting mine like that. Talk to someone you trust and get teh help you need. It’s going to benefit you I promise. I still struggle with it, but i’m workin on it too. It’s gonna suck. but stick with it. it’ll get better.
Hey hon,
I know what it’s liket o live in secrecy of SI. It’s not easy and everyday I wish I had the courage to tell my parents what is going on. They know that I do it, and I have help for it, but I havent outward told them and I don’t really know why. I don’t know if you are getting help for this with therapy or something like that, but if telling your mom is what it’s going to take for you to get into some form of counseling then I think it’s worth the risk. What is it that is keeping you from telling your mom?
You dont have to suffer alone. You deserve to be saved.
strongenough
i wish i could just skip that step.
actually, i think im fine now.
maybe i wont do it anymore
maybe it will like stop being my outlet. (:
i think i can jsut fix it on my own
k, thanks anyways though (:
i really think you need to know. mom found out rushing me to the ER. i wouldn’t still be here if she hadn’t but the look on her face that night was horrible i wish i had told her before that my dad didn’t even look at me for weeks after i really wish i had told them
Yeah, thats the thing.
I don’t want to see her face though, when she finds out.
I think… right now I have this like unbelievable will power.
I haven’t for… 3 days and I feel extraordinary.
This could be some false feeling, that will go away, but right now I think I’m okay.
p.s. There should be like a secret treatment centre where they tell your parents your gone to summer camp.
How idyllic.
you need the help of others if you really want help. you told everyone here and thats a step, information on what SI is will help your mom to understand. best of luck.
You need to tell your mom. I had to have someone else do it because it hurt too much to think about hurting mine like that. Talk to someone you trust and get teh help you need. It’s going to benefit you I promise. I still struggle with it, but i’m workin on it too. It’s gonna suck. but stick with it. it’ll get better.
Hey hon,
I know what it’s liket o live in secrecy of SI. It’s not easy and everyday I wish I had the courage to tell my parents what is going on. They know that I do it, and I have help for it, but I havent outward told them and I don’t really know why. I don’t know if you are getting help for this with therapy or something like that, but if telling your mom is what it’s going to take for you to get into some form of counseling then I think it’s worth the risk. What is it that is keeping you from telling your mom?
You dont have to suffer alone. You deserve to be saved.
strongenough
You have to tell someone unless you plan on getting help all by yourself without anyone knowing.
i wish i could just skip that step.
actually, i think im fine now.
maybe i wont do it anymore
maybe it will like stop being my outlet. (:
i think i can jsut fix it on my own
k, thanks anyways though (:
i really think you need to know. mom found out rushing me to the ER. i wouldn’t still be here if she hadn’t but the look on her face that night was horrible i wish i had told her before that my dad didn’t even look at me for weeks after i really wish i had told them
Yeah, thats the thing.
I don’t want to see her face though, when she finds out.
I think… right now I have this like unbelievable will power.
I haven’t for… 3 days and I feel extraordinary.
This could be some false feeling, that will go away, but right now I think I’m okay.
p.s. There should be like a secret treatment centre where they tell your parents your gone to summer camp.
How idyllic.
you need the help of others if you really want help. you told everyone here and thats a step, information on what SI is will help your mom to understand. best of luck.