I have been trying not to S.I., it’s been a few months since the last time I have. But everyday I have had the urge to, it’s like I don’t feel right when I’m not S.I. The pain is too much, I’m going through a rough time right now and I’m afraid that I’m going to give into the urges. I’m currently not in therapy, but I would like to. I’m almost 19 and won’t have insurance anymore. I don’t know what to do. I just need someone to talk to.
Hey hon,
Im new here and I just read your post. Dont give up on your recovery. I know dealing with urges is really really hard, but you are strong enough to do it. What has helped me sometimes is just living in the moment and telling myself that for right now, I will not do it, if I want to do it later, Ill reconsider but for right now I wont s.i. And then you keep doing it over and over again.
Good luck!
You are not alone.
you need to start therapy now. i understand your insurance worries but this is for your health. its like going to a doctor when you are sick. you have to do it or you arent going to get better. i know how hard it is not to self injure and i am proud of you for making it a few months because i am trying to make it a week. but the point is you obviously know that you need to talk to someone so you need to just go out and do it.
Hey Beautiful
I understand were you’re coming form
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Erin