I have been trying not to S.I., it’s been a few months since the last time I have. But everyday I have had the urge to, it’s like I don’t feel right when I’m not S.I. The pain is too much, I’m going through a rough time right now and I’m afraid that I’m going to give into the urges. I’m currently not in therapy, but I would like to. I’m almost 19 and won’t have insurance anymore. I don’t know what to do. I just need someone to talk to.