i ask you to try,
to try and understand
how i feel
how i think
why i acted the way i did.
who am i to kid?
who am i to believe that you,
perfect, holy and honest
could possibly even begin to understand
my psychosis.
call me crazy, a freak,
straight f*cked up.
call me emotional, unstable,
weak and uncertain.
you may see me this way
you may justify my past with words
society has fabricated but
what you do not understand is all of the above
are true.
call me crazy for bringing you into this way of life, or death.
call me a freak for finding comfort and relief in self injury.
call me straight f*cked up for not wanting help.
i am emotional – you can see it on my skin.
i am unstable – i cannot decide between tools.
i am weak – i wound easily.
i am uncertain – i do not know if i need help, or am just trying to please you.
so i do not expect you to understand
why i keep the stale stained tissues,
or why i ______________________
i do, however, hope you understand that
i do not expect nor want you to understand.
because by knowing that you understand what i am going through,
means you are just as corrupted as me.
and i refuse to be responsible for allowing you to be in my situation.
so even though we say that
we are in this together,
i am still in this alone.
– zjs.
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thank you, for any input you have to offer.
hey…umm…well I liked your poems.
I was wondering if you would like to talk…
I have been SI free for 9 months…but i still have trouble with the urges to start again.
i don’t know if we can talk on here…because i’m new to this site…but uhh comment me or something.
thanx.
i think your poems are wonderful
poetry is a great way to experss your emotions.
i’v try to write poetry but im no good at it so instead i draw
writing ia a great coping skill expecially when u have an impluse
I think your poetry is wonderful.
It’s a great way too express all those pent up emotions read to pour out at the seams.
I write poetry, but I’m not very good at it.
it’s a great coping skill for someone who struggles with SI.
thats really gr8,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
i rite 2…….. but i think about almost every person on this site writes poetry…..
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You really have a talent, I can feel your words just as easily as I can read them.
thank you so much, that really means a lot to me.
this is really good, i was trying to post some things but they dont seem to show up. a litle help please?