so, i’m not sure about posting this because it is sort of. .
anyway, ok. here goes
so i have been to some Self Injury sites and there people say things like “oh I hate doing it [self injuring].” and other such things.
well, i just don’t want to stop [self injuring, that is]
actually, thinking about it, maybe i shouldn’t be at this site.
anyway, yeah, that’s all.
bye now
Oh Macey
My dear sweet Macey
My heart goes out to you
I’m so worried about you
I know how you feel
I know you didn’t get to know me for that long but…
sweet girl
please e-mail me
erin_is_a_blonde@hotmail.com
M,
i am, and was, in the exact same boat as you. although i am years clean (from S.I.) i did not want to stop. i loved it, everything about it. it was my boyfriend (who i am still with) that i stopped for – not me. as horrible as that sounds, its true. even to this day, i look back at my old journal entries and various other… things that i used to use when i would S.I. and it makes me want it and wish i could still S.I.
i have found that you need to focus on other people if your mindset is set on continuing S.I. you have to take a step out of your shoes and see it as other people who love you do. they do not want you doing this to yourself, even if it is what you seem to want. its hard, its really really freakin hard but if you try, you can do it. and although i did not want to stop at all, looking back on it, i am very very glad that i did. please, try looking at your situation from your loved ones point of view.
if you need to talk, feel free to email me: smallfry539@aol.com
sincerely,
cosamia
you may not want to stop si but we’ve all felt this way
just to let you know where all in this together
Babe
you were in S.A.F.E with me
and I know I looked a lot better
but I was in the SAME place you are
and it took my until my 4th week to learn why not to do it
I didn’t want to stop
I loved it…
But I did
and it is harder and easier every day without self harm
Macey I love you
You are beautiful,sweet, kind hearted…. the list goes on forever
Love Always,
Erin
ok, i don’t know if any of you will see this, but, if you do, thank you very much
however, i doubt that anything any of you could say would make me stop, because I don’t want to
but thank you all very much
macey it is me rachel i love you so much please stop but not for me i want to email you mine is bohbot2@yahoo.com i know you can do it we all love you soo much y do you want to do this to yourself
Why don’t you want to stop? What is it about self-injury that you like and love so much that you are afraid to get rid of?
It’s your decision to self-injury and or to stop self-injuring yourself. No one can MAKE YOU STOP and if you don’t want to stop then don’t — but when you do, there are so many people who will take you by the hand and help and encourage you along the road.
There are people on this site who will encouarge you to stop and to find alternatives, but this is not the place to find support for CONTINUING the behavior.
well, Cassandra, I don’t want to stop because I always want to have it as a medicine, if you will. I want it too always be there for me, when I need it.
you’re right, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t be searching for support for continuing self injury. I’m sorry if I offended you.
M, you didn’t offend me in the least. You just need to know this is not a pro-SI site. Those type of places exist out in cyber space, but this GRATEFULLY isn’t one of them. People will not be supporting or encouraging your habit – that is against guidelines and against the purpose of this site.
Self-injury is a choice and only a choice you can make.
i’m sorry
um,I don’t want to find a pro self injury site. I don’t want support for “my habit”, however I would like to. . umm, vent my feelings on this blog.