i’m really proud of myself but it’s been really hard.i haven’t had my anti-depressant meds. for a long time so i’m going way crazy.i’m having a lot of urges to s.i. and i’m finding it really hard not to give into them :'(can anyone help me here?e-mail me at emo_chick44608@yahoo.com if you have any ideas.Love ya lots!Caitlin