I’m about to lose my-self again. I stopped S.I. about six months ago and the urge went away for awhile, but the past few months I just can’t concentrait on anything, but the pain that came rushing back to me. I give so many people advice, but i’m never able to give my-self advice. I need help, but I can’t go to anybody. I think I’m actually scared to have a relapse. T_T