He tries to tell me he loves me too bad I know better than that now.i feel as if he doesn’t want me doesn’t care and she only wants to bring me down.another injury.the perfection and release.but then it’s not enough so I need to do it all over again.when people spot more arm the eyes go down.they start talking but i hear nothing.it’s sad. i know i should stop.but right now i’m fine just the way i am.don’t judge me.how dare you tell me how i should act.caring.loving.and believing.can’t stand those words.just leave me the fudgeknockers alone.