So this year i met a boy named nate[same nate for rachel]. well i talked to him last tuesday and he tells me he likes me. but the next day he went after a different girl and succeeded. so my friend christina calls me and is like ”i dont know if i should tell you but nate and kristen are goin out” and of course i played it like i didnt care but yesterday i finally cracked. i was at a party and my friend asked me whats wrong and i began to cry. so i wrote this for him.
the memories of us finally faded away.
as the pain began to settle in
was the love we shared just a lie?
or was it a game you chose to play.
i look outdside as it begins to rain
it seems like the light i once knew has turned into darkness once again
and the raindrops are my way of crying for you
for the love i want from you
but once again i am alone
as the raindrops slowly form and slowly begin to fall
to wash away my tears
Questions in my heart are cold with fear
where was i yesterday?
where will i go?
I lost your love so fast
But how was i suppose to know?
the cost of loveing you i paid in full, with a smile on my face
But then you sent me away
what was so keen is now so dull..
will i ever see you again?
will our hugs return or must i wait forever till the ice
freezes over this burn
why did you say i must go away?