i kinda feel unwanted like all the time lately
i dont know what it is, it all started with my youth paster telling me that he didnt feel it was a good idea for me go go on the mission trip this august. cuz “i’m not ready” because i hurt myself at church one time b/c my friend was totally hurting me….etc…and idk he just made me feel like he didnt want me to go…idk
it just kinda hurts…so i told him i didnt wanna go if i wasnt wanted…and he was like “its not that we dont want you…” but he didnt really clarify…so idk if i believe him or not
*trying to stay strong*
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if u want to go on this mission trip u should fight to go. Mayb if u go it will help u and ur paster just doesnt see that. email me at chaynegb@yahoo.com if u wanna talk.
Hey,
I completely know how you feel. In high school I wasn’t allowed to go on a mission trip because I was too ‘sick’–my youth pastor tried to be nice about it, but there’s no good way to say it. A couple years ago at a different church, I was told I couldn’t volunteer with the youth ministry or in Sunday school becuase I ‘couldn’t handle it’. It really sucks when a church says you can’t do things becuase of your issues.
i think you should prove your pastor wrong. if he thinks your not ready show him that you are. show him your strong enough. dont let it bring you down. get some help &&& show your pastor what your capable of. i think its really messed up when churches do things like that. arent they supposed to be the ones to bring us upp not down? well thats what i think.