WEll iVE BEEN S.I. SiNCE SEPTEMBER.i D0 WHATEVER i CAN GET MY HANDS 0N AT THE TiME. i ACTUAllY WANT T0 ST0P TH0. iVE TRiED ST0PPiNG BEF0RE BUT iTS NEVER W0RKED F0R ME. i AlWAYS G0 BACK T0 iT. iTS REAllY HARD T0 ST0P. i D0NT KN0W WH0 T0 G0 T0 0R ANYTHiNG F0R HElP. MY M0M KN0WS i D0 iT BUT SHE THiNKS iTS A ‘PHASE.’ All SHE T0lD ME WHEN SHE F0UND 0UT WAS THAT iF i KEEP D0iNG iT i WAS G0NNA GET iT. SHE D0ESNT UNDERSTAND THAT i CANT ST0P. iVE TRiED BEF0RE BUT i D0NT KN0W WHAT T0 D0. All MY FRiENDS THAT FiND 0UT 0NlY TEll ME T0 ST0P. i AlWAYS liE && SAY THAT TH0SE SCARS ARE liKE REAllY 0lD. THEY D0NT UNDERSTAND THAT iTS N0T THAT EASY T0 ST0P. i KN0W All 0F Y0U GUYS D0 BECAUSE Y0U KN0W WHAT iM G0iNG THR0UGH. BUT i WAS W0NDERiNG iF ANY0NE KNEW A WAY T0 HElP ME ST0P. PlEAS i REAllY NEED THiS. i WANT T0 BE ABlE T0 C0NTR0l MYSElF. i CANT D0 THAT N0W && i WANT T0. S0 YEA CAN ANY0NE HElP ME?