Confused to say the least
Not knowing anything
Simply living
Looking like a beast
Wondering if it’ll ever stop
Not being able to
Never knowing what to do
Standing at the top
Of a building, looking down
My friends family
Smiling happily
And me wanting to drown
Keeping up aperiences
Being who they want me to be
Never able to see
The real me
Over the edge
Emotions runing hight
Standing on the ledge
Wanting to cry
Holding it in everyday
Injuring just to get away
Living every day
Crying out
With no reply
Lying on the ground
Dying….
Confused, and alone.