For the pass 5 days I have been wanting to kill myself.  I figure that the whole world is against me having anything good going.  I told my therapist that I figure if I injure enough I’ll mess up in a big way.  Today I’m still feeling like the whole world is against me and anyway who would care.  I plan on going to the S.A.F.E. program, but I’m a little bit nervous because after all this time I’m still having a hard time figuring out who I am and where I belong.  If there is anyone out there who could give me some sort of insight as too what do with all these racy thoughts and bottled up feeling give me an e-mail at