Hey, i’m back, i’m kinda of addicted to this site :] i have no idea why though, it might be because i meet other people that SI and i don’t feel so alone. I just resently stopped injuring for five months but i just blew all the prgress in the past three days. I beginning to think I’ll never be able to stop for good :[ It’s so hard and quite frankly I’m tired of trying and i wanna keep injuring because it feels so good. I do realise it’s bad for me but i have no other way to deal with all the crazy stuff that goes on in my life. I do write poems when I’m feeling stressed but injuring seems to work the best for me. I found out about injuring for a TV show called Degrassi, a character named Elli and she injured herself so i thought, hmmm maybe that’ll work for me.