I wish i could say that everything was going to be ok , i wish i could just stop hurting myself. My mom thinks I’m stopping, i promised her that the new one on my leg was old “its just that i picked the scab mom!” what an IDIOT i am!!!!
I wish my friends wouldnt just watch as i did this, i wish they’d step in and say “Mrs. Deanna’s mom SHE NEEDS HELP NOW!!!!” but that’s not going to happen…none of it is…i cant get better, i’ve tried, i’ve BEEN trying for so long its hopeless!!!! it’s almost not even worth the try. it’s too much for me to bear
I wish that my dad wasnt so self centered and tried to take SOME concideration to how his KIDS AND WIFE are feeling instead of making it all about HIM all the time!! i get that we have NO money…but seriously *screams*
I wish my friends wouldnt come to me w/ FAKE problems!!!!
Wishes arent even worth it anymore….nothing is
~d
Hey alot of things are worth it even though it doesnt seem like it. I understand about your friends coming to you with fake problems alot of the girls i hung around in high school did that to me. I was like well you arent the one with the real problem i have scars all over my body. Maybe you could tell your mom yourself if you feel comfortabe enough but you dont have to if you dont want to. I am here if you need to talk you can email me lilfinepug64@yahoo.com. I am more than happy to be here for you. Keep your head up and keep fighting. It is worth it.
Liz
Sometimes we have to rescue ourselves. We can’t depend on others to do for us what we are not willing to do for ourselves. Why not say “mom, I have a problem and I am tired of lying to you about it.”
We can’t judge what anyone else is going through, so it isn’t really fair to say someone has “fake problems” — they just have different types of problems than what we are going through. If you can’t handle helping them, then tell them you just can’t help them right now… set a boundary.
awww, honey… i feel for you, have you ever talk to someone about how you’re feeling???
you can email me anytime at emo_chick44608@yahoo.com