self injuring is hard to quit even though its been three  weeks i want to go back i hate flashbacks they are the worst. i want to die s/t im trying fight the houghts. i dont want hurt my family  anymore ive promised them time and time again and i broke it time again they dnt trust me i dnt trust me it sucks. how do u guys deal family even thoiugh im 19  ive been through alot i cnt deal its so hard if im nt doing one kind of S.I i will be doing another kind of S.I. i have to stop