i’ve just got a bunch of thoughts runnin through my head right now

i messed up yesterday and i’m on day 1 right now but i’m afraid that might end tonight, i’m just so lost right now with my feelings it’s insane… i dont know what to do ne more….i wish this was easier, i wish i could just be cured of this RIGHT NOW!!!!

*sigh*

too bad thats so NOT gonna happen…ne way i’m just venting and kinda wish my friends were awake right now b/c i need someone to talk 2…but they’re not…and i dont wanna wake them up….w/e…

~d