i hate everyone think ur crazy because u cant stop S.I. u stop for while and promise time after time that ur done u even tell ur self tt. but something happens u go back u break u dnt tell them u broke then u keep going back cause u figure u broke promise so f**k it. but the sad part is u broke promise to urself. but they find out get madder and they dnt trust u and look at and call u crazy and becuse u been to nut house people call u crazy im so tired dam lbel im tired of nt being trusted im tried not trusting myself. im 19 ive been S.I since i was 14 i hadnt S.I 4, 3 weeks i dnt no how long i can do this im trying gve peole advice about S.I. when im still struggling.