Hey guys, Im back, its chad and its been about a month and the weirdest stuff has happened. My mom saw my injuries .. yes snoopy, i did it, i actually did it on purpose too so that i wouldn’t have to tell her right away. So that is over with, and I am also in counseling, the only downside, is that ever since I started counseling, I want to injure EVEN MORE. and i dont know why. Im on a med called trazadone, it’s an anti-depressent. And whenever im on it, i am a complete and TOTAL idiot, I walk around with my sleeves up, and everyone can see my injuries, and i don’t pull it down when im on the meds, it’s like i don’t even care. If you have any advice for me to help get rid of this feeling please reply.. P.S. THANK YOU SOO MUCH SNOOPY if it wasn’t for you.. well.. yeah, but I didn’t hurt myself because you gave me the hope and strength from your story!! THANK YOU!!!!!
i know exactly what you are feeling. when i go to counsiling it just makes me want to injure more. ther is nothing they do that will keep me from me. my counsilor wont give me meds because shes afraid that i’ll try and kill myself but whatever. its kinda cool that you dont care that people see your injuries. i feel like i have to hide all of mine because they all look down on me and they treat me like a little child. as for you beating the sh__ outa that kid that was making fun of you…good for you! i wish i could do that. people have been miking fun of me for my weight to but they just do it to makes themselfs feel better in there pothetic loser lives. we deserve better. theres nothing wrong with being a little plump. i think we ave a lot in commin and i think we could help eachother. i feel a lot like you do. email me sometime
Jessiegirl135@yahoo.com