Ok. Well one of my best friends knows about what all i do. but im kinda scared that he looks at me different now. In a bad kinda way. I mean he use to b my ex BF, and he and i were and kinda still are very close, but i dont want him looking at me differnt because of this. I dont want him blaming himself for what i do either. I mean i think he thinks its his fault because i started to injure and stuff again right after he and i broke up. But i just dont want him blaming himself for wat i do and did. He helps me alot more now that he knows wats going on, but i really dont want him looking at me different or blaming himself either