it’s 2:45 a.m.
i just binged
i am dirty
ugly and shameful
i want to
self-injure because
when i
self-injure
i
don’t
binge
i am
lost
inside
myself
i realize
food has
replaced
self-injury
in much more
deadly
ways
‘Suppose to
find help a
counselor or a
therapist
someone to
talk to
someone
who will
wake me
up and
remind me
i am alive
I have no money
I have nothing
But torn clothes
I have no bed
no car
no insurance
I have
no family who
cares enough to
help me
tonight I will
sleep
on the floor
and I am
grateful
I have a
floor to
sleep
on
I know what that feels like. I’m not at all close with my mom and she keeps asking me when I’m moving out. I’ve lost sixty pounds and still have mroe to go. Even though I don’t want to self-injure, sometimes I would rather do that if it means I won’t eat anything and get bigger. I’m here if you need me. kelliewellie17@hotmail.com
i know where your coming from, hun. Ive been down that road so many times and its not easy to find the main road again. I was and still am 5’8 and when i was down that road, at one point i weighed 119 pounds…when i was suppose to wiegh about 150-160 min. Ur not dirty. One thing that my friends did to help me was went with me to some meeting were other teens struggled with the same thing. i found it helpful, maybe it will help you
Hey-
If you ever need to talk… email me at emo_chick44608@yahoo.com…
Caitlin Caryn Moger 🙂
Hey-
i know a lot of people don’t want pitty but i feel for you sooo…
i had just gotten over bulimia and i know how you feel…
i’ve been SI since i was 13 i’m now almost 18 and i still haven’t stopped completely :'[
i’m scared that i’ll never be able to stop…
anywho, the best thing for you to do is find a theripist…
-Caitlin