i may look happy but i am not.
i may laugh but i wish to cry.
you may think you know how i feel but you dont.
you do not ask because you do not care.
i do not speak because you will shun.
i do not smile when im me.
i smile when im who you want me to be.
That perfectly describes how I feel a lot of the time.
That is exactly the same way i feel also.