I was out with my best friends today I did everythin right except for one thing the feeling of depression never left. It was fun and it was nice to hangout with them but I couldn’t get the thought or feeling out of me. I feel really close to this one friend more than the other two but she has me last out of all three of us (there’s three best friends including myself) that she’s close to and I’m last on her top friends is this a sign of something? But she’s the one I would want to tell about my injuring but I also don’t want her to spread the word to my other best friends b/c I’m scared. She knows what this is like though the feeling of depression why am I closer to her and I knew her for a less amount of time? Thoughts? Share! Please!!