I’m always being told oh my god look at how beautiful you are and I hate to look beautiful because I don’t think I am even though I thank people and say “oh I know” really I don’t. If that makes any sense and people think I’m skinny sure I guess I’m on the skinnier side but I need to be skinnier I usually think I’m DISGUSTING!!!!!!!! I dunno I injure too just to add to my messed up self I don’t fit in which is one of the factors as to why I’m depressed. I’m too scared to tell someone like a friend and news in my family well it goes around like a flash of sound since noise travels faster than light news travels faster than a secret. There was no point in posting this, sorry.