I don’t know what’s wrong with me today. Supposedly I look extremely depressed or something because almost every teacher has come up to me to ask me what’s wrong. I shrug and walk away because I don’t know what to say to them… I can’t tell them everything, I can’t tell anyone everything. I try to not talk about it because I cry very easily and anyways, if I tell them that I injure, they will think I’m psycho or take me to the hospital or call my parents. All of which are not so great. Considering my parents don’t care at all. I started talking to this one teacher because she heard me swearing down the hallway at a guy who is emotionally crushing my friend(one of three that I have). I have decided to stay away from guys for a while, partially because none would come near me if I wanted them to, and because I don’t want to be hurt again. I need help but I don’t want it – someone would find out (i.e. my parents) and all hell would break loose. I don’t know what to do… I think that’s why I injure. All these support websites show psychological/emotional reasons for injuring, but I don’t know if that’s me. I think I injure because I can’t feel anything – I want to feel something, even if it hurts. I know that sounds psychotic but I can’t help it. I’m going to explode. Someone please comment so I know you’re there… I need someone.