i did it i had my first appoint ment… it wasent so bad, i dont know, i dont realy feel better exept that i got one more thing over with, i feel nothing but relef that it didnt go teribly…. i know it takes time, but i must admit i wish i feelt adleast a little better….. maybe tomoro… o and thanks to all who sent me ways to reduce the scares, the tips realy did help, i just felt like righting how it went  sory this post is kinda pointless but thanks for taken the time to read it enny way…i just feelt like sharing