I feel like I don’t fit in and when I’m with a large group of friends I always feel like somethings wrong with me. So I go to the bathroom over and over and over again b/c its private and if your already mute what’s the difference if your in a bathroom? My friend once saw someone injuring in the bathroom and got scared and my other friend laughed I wonder what they would do if they found out that’s what I do. I also wanted to tell themthat they didn’t know the whole story there’s always a reason behind it. I don’t feel like I belong anywhere and really want to do is breakdown and cry…more like sob and let this all out. But I can’t cry like literally I can’t and anyhow I’m kind of for seen as the person who doesn’t cry to my friends at least that’s how I think they see me.