sometimes when i cry its hard to not hurt myself, i hate that i do it but its the only way to releive pain. no understands whats going on except one friend her name is kristan shes been through it all with me and that only thing i could ask for. When i started to hurt myself it was a day after i found out my cousin was gone. i use to say one injury wount kill me i dont understand whats the problem but now i know its causes more pain than u would think. i need a friend i always say just to make the pain go away

 lovz

brittany

ps.. if u want to talk im a good listener