Today has gotten really hard for me. I dont know what to do with myself. My boyfriend and i broke up a week and a half ago. We have been together for three years. Everything has just gotten harder and harder. I hate this i just want to get rid of injuring. I have been fighting with all i have to not injure i made a promise to him i wouldnt injure myself. It has been really hard to do but i made a promise to him and want to keep it. I love him so much and miss him. I get so frustrated with everyday i just want to give up. When i think about giving up i think about all the people around me who care including my boyfriend. My family would be devastated. I hate school and the campus im living here at. Classes just feel pointless I just cant stand anything around me anymore. I need help and want out so bad.
Don’t leave this journey yet. I feel the same way exactly. I cut too but you can’t give in to it or give up. Not only would it hurt your family and ex-bf but it would hurt all of us too. You and your ex seem close very and he cares for you even though you guys broke up that doesn’t change feelings! He needs you as much as you need him. If you ever wanna talk I have aim and e-mail so just ask.
Thanks gilmorefansvufan. I would love to chat over aim. Mine is lilfinepug64.
mine is lgabgilmore632
Thank you.
your welcome when are you usually on?
Mondays in the evenings around 5 and then all night. Tuesdays from 10am until i go to bed. Wednesdays from 9am to about 12 and then i have class at 1pm and am back on around 5pm. Thursdays same as tuedays except i usually go home for dinner but am back by 8pm. And weekends sometimes during the day but if i am on at all its in the evenings. I am here in Nebraska so if you need the time change you know where i am.
Liz
Okay. I’m in IL I go on mainly on the weekends and when I have time during the weekend.