Today has gotten really hard for me. I dont know what to do with myself. My boyfriend and i broke up a week and a half ago. We have been together for three years. Everything has just gotten harder and harder. I hate this i just want to get rid of injuring. I have been fighting with all i have to not injure i made a promise to him i wouldnt injure myself. It has been really hard to do but i made a promise to him and want to keep it. I love him so much and miss him. I get so frustrated with everyday i just want to give up. When i think about giving up i think about all the people around me who care including my boyfriend. My family would be devastated. I hate school and the campus im living here at. Classes just feel pointless I just cant stand anything around me anymore. I need help and want out so bad.