how fast things change. Yesterday I was writing a post about how I gathered up enough courage to stop injuring. Today, I feel completely different. It’s all I want to do. Well, I was okay before I looked at my grades and saw that one went down a whole grade. Great, just great. I was doing really well for a while, but I guess the universe won’t allow me to be smart for too long.

So now I reallyyyy want to injure. I need to. But I know that I will regret it once I see another permanent scar that is not going away. That is really what is making me stop. Those never fading scars.  I guess its better that I don’t, but I sure as hell miss it.