Hi my name is Connie.  I have dealt with depression and anxiety for several years.  I was also diagnosed with PTSS after my husband was killed.  I just started injuring in Jan.  I am in so much  emotional pain I injure every day and if I see my therapist I sometimes injure more. I do not want any of my family to find out, yes my therapist knows.  I was in Respite for it for 9 days, I believe it didn’t help much.  I have been obsessing about my early childhood (I am 44). Maybe this is what is making me injure. I am so confused about my emotions. I for one can not express them so I hold them in until I do something stupid. I see most of you have injured for several years, I already have so many scares just in 2 months. How will I ever stop this night mare.