So heres the deal. I am working on going. My plan is april 9thish. I hope it works. I heard back from financial and I’ll be paying a lot,a nd that hurts a lot. seems impossible. and I know this is osmething I need. Please those of you who have gone through the program. tell me why it’s worth it to not give up. and to do everything I can to get to the program! I made this decision and don’t think I can take any more rejection in my life.  It will hurt way to much. I’ve been doing a lot of work on this already, and I think, since not much is working. This is what I really really need! Please support me with your words of adice and hold the intention that I will be at safe in april. one more question. Would I be able to check email there?