Many people will say ask for help and youll get it. How wrong can someone get? Most people dont want to be burdened with your problems, they have their own to worry about. Whats worse is when someone close to you does know and they do nothing about it. Its something that will never go away, never heal.  Its not just about SI, but the overall pain inside. I stuffed it down and its back again. My scars are my painful story i can share with the world in hopes for help . . .  I dont know what the hell i was thinking when i thought someone would save me from myself.