i want to tell my parents my problem but they are a big part of it as well.  my biggest fear about getting help is that they will say i am crazy and commit me. i know it may sound stupid but someone told me that people who SI them selves are clinically insane.  i really want to talk to someone about it but i am sooo scared.

I am 20 and i feel like i need to grow up and take responsibility for my problems, however i am afraid.